whats different?

i seem to have sped my way through time. Yes its called sleeping and spacing out......my life is boring it is officially boring now that ive written it here.....and im as always full of empty rhetoric's.

well blow me down!!! shiver me creeping timbers because i have nothing to write except that im just trying to waste summore time.

been reading up on the rules and regs for the upcoming event. its pretty tedious and they really do want to weed out the nimrods ha ha ha. Anywho ive decided well at least confirmed inside my brain that i m gonna go and try to kick some ass.....now where did my self confidence go?

hmmmmmmmmm..................still looking................its still missing.......hmmmmmmmmmmm.....ARGHHH!

it's fast......?

well nothing much has been happening x-cept that my car is almost done....cash problems have been dealt with one way or the other.....now's all i gotta do is wait and exercise.....haven't done that in awhile and my lungs are congested and every time i breathe hard i wheeze.........im a year older now, none the wiser, and still no camera.....bah, at least i saw a gallardo yesterday....that made my day, though it shot me back to reality realizing that id never own one....even if i tried for 6 life times it still won't come true......oh well am not that bothered about it that much as im used to.....so let's just move on....this maybe the final year before i fully wake up......unless.....argh frick it!

what needs to be done today, apparel check, and plastic for my front doors check.....checkity check! check!