Where did my 2 years go?

Down the toiletttttttttttttt! its like new years eve already, but there's not much to say but this.......

new year? whats new?

Understanding the nature of change, if you dont move with the times you're gonna be left back, so whats new? apparently nothing is, i practically sold my dream to go after another one. Its funny when u think you know you're making the right choices. Well it ain't over till 2011 is over....so happy belated new year, well not really late if i follow the red calender so happy happy new year, this year im gonna kick ass...............bwahahahahah.

2010? i broke alot of things....hopefully this year the one thing im gonna break is that goddamn perception....motherfuc*ers!

yowZer!

haven't written in awhile.....bought myself a dslr....car's almost done but not quite there yet....im still clueless on how to upload pictures from my cam.....well ive just been snapping away happily....hehehe.....can't wait for my car to be ready so i can snap some pictures of it....practice makes perfect....but with technology u just snap and say damn im goooooood.....hahahah. not there yet...just not there yet. darn.

how fragile things are

heard some sad news in the morning today......al-fatihah....

next blog - - - ->

ive been sifting through blogs.....pretty interesting shite, though i haven't really come across anything that is remotely related to what im looking for....malaysians who blog stem from a wide field of variety....mostly personal musings on their lives.....which to me seems very interesting as you're really sharing your life(which is exactly what im doing here(parts of it anyway)).....personally thats the most appealing part of blogging. Giving absolute strangers a peek into what u as a person, has gone through, is going through and will go through....what ive found so far is most bloggers from the pre adulthood age group (16-21)tend to talk about their academic pressure and personal infatuations.....goths, religion, art, love, poets, fashion, pets and what not.....really seeing what the next generation of peeps would be like.....damn friggin interesting i tell youuuuu.

The next age group would be young adults 21-35.....mostly marriage and their family....personally it gets me depressed cos i come from that particular age group and nowhere near the level of commitment that these ppl have. hahahah that being said im happy where i am right now, just that looking at their smiles makes me wonder....is that really where my own life is headed....scary(boring)scary shite.

Then there are the political bloggers....hmmm....some of them write really well to capture and awe u with semantics so that you'd actually vote for them in the next GE....some of them are downright nasty....that being said i've never exercised my right to vote. Maybe next GE i will, id mark both boxes just for fun hahahahah.

oh....that reminds me of the time when i was studying, after completing my foundational studies there was a lecture by the dean of our school, some mat salleh named phillipe reese was it? ok what he said was sooooooo profound that it has stuck with me till today......he said "INFROMATION IS BIAS"!!!!! SooOOooOOoo in the not so short we as students(at that time la) should think critically, because what ever we read is biased to the writers personal thoughts.......so what u read here is actually biased to what i want to convey or relate....becareful now cos i might just brainwash you into making racing your way of life.....hahahahahahah....scratch the last part out cos that would've sounded so blardi retarded in real life!!!

also pictures kick ass and makes blogs ten thousand times more interesting.......hmm i need a nokia usb cable so that i can show more pictures of the meaninglessness of my daily routines.


hmmm, dah ter-personal pulok......*sneezes*

Ever felt like you're the real April's FooL?

all my goals this month have been shot to shit, singapugha canceled, melagha canceled......memang taik lah ini bulan.....on a side note....things have gone from chasing deadlines to mundane routines....hate when that happens.....vhattoOdo?....what doesn't kill you make's u.....aaaaah!

application rejected =(

speaking of nimrods.....i seem to qualify as one because i didnt make the cut....son of a friggin beach!....damn and i already bought that flame retardant suit....hahahahah...hahahahahhaaaaadoihaiiiiiiiii.

oh well hope i can just make it too melaka.....if i dont then april would be a bust! filled with disappointing outcomes for me and friends......what can i say but pffffffft.

p.s gudbai KE070....was at subang getting things out of me friends car......started 9pm finished 4am.